she is a good speaker while he is a good listener
she is insane while he is crazy
she is non sense while he is weird
she is relaxing while he is chilling
she is a manipulator while he is a negotiator
she is tough while he is powerful
she is satirical while he is sarcastic
she is overthinking while he is critical
she is ambitious while he is driven
she is sweet while he is romantic
she is smart and foolish at the same time while he is genius and silly at the same time
She didn’t believe he got her back after a year. It wasn’t an accident for sure. She believed It meant something for both of them. Even though she had no idea he felt the same way as she did. It might be easier to erase someone from mind during a past year but it wasn’t happened. They found their initial feelings instead. So they decided to be together. Decided to face the challenges. Decided to face the consequences. Decided to take a risk. Decided to try hard. Decided to fight. Decided to be optimistic. Decided to be brave. Decided to be strong. Decided to be supportive. BUT THEY FORGOT TO DECIDE THE FUTURE. They failed. They made a terrible mistake. Every decision has a price. That was the price. They had loan once they opened the page. Once the debts were paid off. They were done. Just it. No meaning. END.
she knew it’s not gonna end good
she realized it will be painful at the end
she was aware it’s not gonna be easy
she admitted she made mistake twice
she paid the loan
she became stronger than she ever imagined
she said nothing to lose
she had twice allowed someone to have a veto power over her life then at a point he would just go away. Looser.
She still remember how it ended.
She: Are we good?
He: What do you think?
She: I don’t know. That’s why I asked.
He: Well, I am questioning about us for a while now.
She: Let’s talk about it. You were a bit quite recently and it bothers me. Do you have anything in your mind?
He: I was what?
She: I mean, I felt something different. Is there something that you wanna tell me?
He: I am no longer sure I want to continue with you to be honest.
She: My intuition was right.
He: I am quite bored. It is pretty rude to say, I know.
She: Since when? Why didn’t you tell me earlier?
He: Beginning of Israel, approximately.
He: What were your feelings?
She: I knew this is gonna happen on the first time you decided to be together with me. I used to be aware that you might get bored with me. You asked my feeling?
He: You quite replied.
She: I’m sad. I can’t lie. No further explanation?
He: I do not have that much. I am sorry because I wanted and felt something special with you but my feelings were less and less strong for you.
She: I wanna know the reasons. At least tell me something that you think I need to know. Be honest.
He: The reasons ? I have just explained to you. My feelings and my trip while knowing new persons every day, bored of you because I am quite not normal in relationship… That is it.
She: You met new girl?
She: Or it’s because my personality?
She: So where are we now?
He: I think it is better to stop on my side.
She: Just it?
He: What do you propose?
She: You had no feeling to me anymore. You got bored with me. You’re no longer sure to continue with me. You just said we need to stop. I have no proposal to offer while you made your decision already.
He: Ok, then I wish you the best for you ! Hope you will overcome this situation in a nice way. Bye.
She was just laughing. It was so funny for her. She was right. How little she meant to him.